again and again

'it doesn't mean over'

deg. that's mean a piece of my heart will break up again. again. but maybe no one will knows why. because, my self still dont know why. maybe i'm just a bored guy. maybe she dont need me anymore. maybe someone could do everything perfectly than me. maybe i'm just an useless thing. maybe i'm not a deserve person to get what i want. maybe she has found something better than me. yap. maybe that's all had happened.

i sit awake in the middle of the night, than i thinking of all the things i should have said before you left, but maybe just maybe, you not in here, with me right now.

feel disappointed when someone wanted to end her story with you. but she said it's not over. yeah. i believe her. although its so hard to believe in. but...
it just like something in me die. i ever feel it before. when we are in the best line. there's something destroy it. he erase all the line, only leave the shadow of it. and after that. i'm not sure everything back to normal. we cant laugh just like few months ago. we cant really feel what happen on us just like few months ago. and now. i'm alone. again. again. again. again. again.
it's hard to believe, that my tears will falling down. again.

oke, kaya berasa di putusin pacar. emang sih gue belom pernah pacaran. cuma kesoktauan gue jadinya. grammar, vocab dan segalanya masih ancur. namanya juga masih pemula. maklumin aja. nulis nya juga sambil gemeteran ini. uda ah, keburu ga kuat lagi. pesan terakhir.... 'ayo siapa lagi yang mau pergi dari gue...'